Thursday, July 21, 2005

my tea cup!

Would you like to sit on my thinking cup?
the handle is glued on...
i'll hold it up for you too see
examine the scrapes that sculps it
into the imperfect cup that it is.
yet it holds so much tea,
sloshed in milk and sugar,
though it taste no different from the others...
it is unique for you can bathe
relax and ponder your thoughts
as you sit on it.
swim laps if you must
float on your back if you desire
i'll even allow you to drink the tea i poured in it.
one thing i ask you though,
give me back my cup
scrapes and all
but much less whole.

Friday, July 15, 2005

necessary evil

five past a quarter before twilight
as the clocks are to strike the hours
a quivering bag dances in the breeze
such obvious playfulness begging me to watch

the whistling of the groaning oak branches
the weeping of the vines
provides an electricity in the air
static too loud to be heard
brightness to clear to be seen

taking in all the visuals
hearing all the sounds
pondering every single blink of the sun
i choose to realize in my moment of reverie
the suffering i am choosing to endure
the shit i allow myself to be buried in

this revelation wakes me up from my dream
sobers my intoxicated soul
and makes me appreciate
this pain that makes me whole

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

You are found out

Throw caution to the winds
hold on to your staff
The ground beneath our feet
Are breaking up fast

The dreams you have fathomed
They'll start to fade soon
Reality will strip you naked
Bring you closer to your doom

Now the world would see your scars
Hide your living carcass in the shade
Be wary of her judgement
The gods don't surpress thair rage

broke

A drop of rain
Dripped on my head today
It felt like a warning
For me not to play

A knock on my bedroom
beckoned me out
I clung to my pillows
Tried to stifle my shouts

Your eyes they are
The devil's burning stare
Your hands they lead me
To a place i know not where

A wind blows into the window
I left open for you
My doors are locked
Inside, furnitures knocked askew

Your presence comes in to fix it
I admit I have nothing to pay
No money or love to reward you
Still I'm wishing you'll stay

Thursday, June 30, 2005

hopeful lovin

I reckon now I never even tried
Nor have i thought of doing so
Yet i reminisce now that i have infact
Concluded what i did not yet know

A verse for you I carefully tucked
Between the careful folds
The quiet song shouting in my heart
My secret nature holds

Though you're here no more
I feel your love linger on
A breath of laughter and a scent
Just as on that April dawn

Sunday, April 10, 2005

my david

i am fixed upon the screen.. distant ribbons of sound echo in my ears...non of those mean anything... all that clouds me is my lover.. left behind in the sea of dreams... drowning.. forever to dwell in my sleep...oh dahling! where are you? i was born to kiss you... my thirst for you have been intensified.. why did you tell me your name? did you intend to torture me by giving me fragments of reality?would you be as charming when the waking light touches your cheek? would you feel that chemistry brewing between us in dreams? in my subconscious i have felt your love wrapped around me so sincerely.. would it feel the same way when i realize.. i realize that.. baby... honey... you are nothing more... nothing.. nothing but my soulmate created by pixels from my imagination....

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Rerun

A faceless phantom
Whose name I knew
A kid from the past
Turned out to be you

An old TV rerun
The ending remains unknown
Stay tuned to this frequency
'til he comes back home

Secretly staring at her muse
Girl hiding behind the tint
Desperately hoping you'd look back
She failed to see your hint

Squinted her eyes to see
the sillhouette of the stars
her ears strained to hear
from the noise of passing cars

An old TV rerun
The ending remains unknown
Stay tuned to this frequency
'til he comes back home

When the static started to clear
A distinct voice was heard
It was the first time she heard you speak
She analyzed every word

The faceless man now held a place
Between her heart and her head
It felt like a scene somehow
From a chapter she once read

An old TV rerun
The ending remains unknown
Stay tuned to this frequency
'til he comes back home

Now the network is signing off
But a smile played on her lips
She had the stations promise
She'd see the show, although in bits

The credits were rolling now
Her eyes glued to the screen
A caption caught her senses
The next episode would soon be seen

An old TV rerun
The ending remains unknown
Stay tuned to this frequency
'til he comes back home

Saturday, January 29, 2005

ragnarok

and if my darling i fail
to prolong my losing war
how would our offsprings survive
with death not seeming far

i cry at night and pray
to ressurect my body so precious
i've lived in wariness ever since
i witnessed the winning Lucius

and i felt their heart fill with greed
my lungs fogging up with smoke
i am dying now
losing all hope

but God never abondoned me
only i have given up
the people burning me
their greed just won't stop

and now i ask thee
would you help me please?
i know you don't see it now
but you'll miss me if i cease to exist

i ask now my children,
please help heal my sickness
your children will need me too
i am nature driven to nothingness

Monday, January 3, 2005

she dreamt they had it good

She was a wild one honey,
And she met her dream lover once before
They burned wild passion together
Bodies tangled in the dance floor


Their chemistry was undeniable baby!
How can you miss the flames that lick around them?
They made love with every breath
And every kiss climaxed them!


Each stare proved to be orgasmic
Their every touch lit up the skies
And though they would soon be parting
Tomorrow held no goodbyes

Their chemistry was undeniable baby!
How can you miss the flames that lick around them?
They made love with every breath
And every kiss climaxed them!

Like pieces in a puzzle
Their souls fitted perfectly
Or so she thought they did…
Or so she thought they did…


They held on, their love stretched for miles
Air kisses and soothing voices would replace
Coldness that should have been warmed
By a sweet knight’s embrace

Their chemistry was undeniable baby!
How can you miss the flames that lick around them?
They made love with every breath
And every kiss climaxed them!

But soon the absence pressed reality
They slowly drifted away
When exactly and how she didn’t know
But girl knew boy chose to stray

Their chemistry was undeniable baby!
How can you miss the flames that lick around them?
They made love with every breath
And every kiss climaxed them!

Like pieces in a puzzle
Their souls fitted perfectly
Or so she thought they did…

Or so she thought they did…